Facade

Smile to make others worry less.
Smile to bring joy to others.
Smile because people will like you more.
Smile because you cant cry.
Smile.

We dont need masks, we all just need a convincing smile.

:)

Clear

Tonight I see the true you,the troubled you, the bitter you, the masked you, the pitiful you, the sorrowful you, the confused you, the unappreciated you, the defensive you, the two-faced you, the deceiving you. With all my sympathy,anger and disappointment i pour this out, because now I finally understand , even through your misty defensive unclear stand, I can still see.

I doubt you can turn over to a new page yet.Have a fine time trying to clear up the mess you've made of your own tales-infested life.

Crawl

Do you walk around aimlessly, just to waste time?
Do you think lessons are a bore and the teachers suck?
Do you wish you could just play all day?

Thats because you dont have a purpose in life.

Some people claim they take years trying to find it,
you arent suppose to search for it,
you are suppose to create a purpose.

Have you thought about the amount of time you wasted
playing computer games and just wishing time to pass?

Grasp your hand

When Im sad I want you near, i want you close that theres no space between us.
When I think of you, I cant help my heart from melting, from wanting to draw you in even closer.
I wish that you'd be by my side, forever and ever, I could die happy like this.
You're my everything,deedee.
I love you!

Drag

i want to withdraw into myself.
i want to breathe inside.
i want to hide inside.
i want to get lost inside.
i want to never find a way back out.
i dont know why i speak like this anymore.

Notes

Im so different from what I was last time.
Im so different, sometimes I wonder what did I go through to be like this.
I've changed.

Distance

I take a deep breathe.
I try to find some reason, all the thousands,millions of reasons in my head.
I try to figure my mind out, all the thousands,millions of things going through inside.
I wish everything was as structured and organised as it was like how libraries are,
how squares are, how tiles on my kitchen floor are.
I dont understand myself.