You're all I need

My clueless heart,
where were you when you found your place,
where were you when i needed solace and companion,
where were you when i needed a warm embrace of assurance,
where were you when you told me you'll be here.

My rebellious heart,
why do you always follow the wrong path,
why do you always lead me to misery,
why do you make me turn beetroot,
why do you like to see me faltering for something that cant be mine.

My failing heart,
how can you betray me like this,
how can you let me resort to this,
how can you make me feel all this when i dont wish to,
how could you have not been able to stop me.